From the recording Conduct Unbecoming
Released 10/24/2023
Lyrics
Small wonder, I’m going under, all it takes is one more wave.
And you made me promise, and I’ll keep my promise,
I’ll take our secret to my grave.
But this broken heart still hears your voice calling out my name.
And my skin still tingles from your touch,
and I’ll never be the same again.
Will I ever feel?
Every day I push away these memories I saved
I fight my mind, but it still finds the day the lights went out
But this broken heart remembers you falling hard for me
And I question if I’ll ever feel anything as deep again.
Will I ever feel?
You know I curse the thoughts that fill my head,
the ones that force the tears.
And I fight my mind, but it still finds the day the lights went out.
But this broken heart remembers you falling hard for me
And I question if I’ll ever feel anything so real again.
Will I ever feel?
And I fight my mind, but it still finds the day the lights went out on me.

